Friday, June 23, 2006

a disappointin start

back to bon voyage after a loooooooooooooooong time.n i start writin this blog in total disappointment.ive always been hopin for sumthin nice to happen n sumthin disappointin always hampers da whole thing.me jus spoke to my iit entrance prof o'er da phone.he is more of a father figure to me n havin such a person give u a sharp sclodin dat too bout ur bhaviour n discipline always hurts.a lot dat too!!!ive always been mad bout dis man hus excellence cannot b matched by ny1.today we were jus talkin wen he started scoldin me fer da fact dat i always scaled things up while talkin .he thought so , atleast!! he scolded me for have exaggerated evry small thing to him.n i as usual jus accepted da scoldings wid sum small amount of tears in my eyes.i wished he had seen them n his anger wud have seriously melted. the sorry i asked him made a lot of difference but he surely wudnt have known how hurt or heartbroken i felt on listenin to all dis.he told me he wasnt suspectin me but also said dat wat i was doin was seriously dangerous to my career.(i seriously hope none of my classmates from dere read dis n leak da whole matter out- n if ny1 of ull is readin ,jus keep it to urself.) da idea to blog is seriously a gr8 one as one hu is serious distress can lose some here by talkin his heart out here.i also hope badly for all dis bitterness to end quick n me b back to my cheerful self. god help me!!
luv n regards to evry1,
gv.

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