It's been quite a while since I have used my blog as a means of frustration venting. But today, I didn't quite find an alternate methodology. So considering this is the theme of the post, those not interested may not carry on reading, my apologies.
Irritation reaches a peak, when years, months, weeks of preparation, take just a second or two to disintegrate in front of your eyes. Sometimes, you just feel like crying out alone, just screaming at the peak of your voice, sometimes when you feel terrible, but are forced to push yourself against it, because you don't want the others around you to know. It can get real irritating, when in spite of all this shit, DDLJ and makeshift comedy is running on the television!!!
There are certain stuff which make you feel insecure. You know at times you are wrong about certain thoughts, and because you are wrong, you can't actually discuss it with anyone. The conscience pricks you for the thought, you try to kill the thought as soon as it has taken birth, and that dies a painful death, but you need to be a good guy to kill it. That brings you to question yourself and your goodness. You just hope you don't make a mistake out of a certain angst. I just hope a sensible head guides me through all this!!
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