The voyage of life...

So another important chapter embarks in the journey of life beginning from the 28th of February 2007.... This would be my last year as a school student.... Life is gettin broader and so are my thoughts...
My policy of not making fun of girls is being guarded pretty well by me so far... and that gives me immense pleasure..
I am a hardcore romantic and anything beautiful around me gives me immense pleasure...
Life is speeding on the fast track in this computer era and man is grazing into more alien pastures with every passing day...
I recently read about validation of gay marriage laws in some country and it hurt... What is mankind coming to??
Where are our moral senses?? Don't we feel ashamed anymore about such acts?? Has it become a matter of living life for the pleasure attained in immoral acts than living a difficult and good life brewing with nice acts?
Life is just a play in the world..
By the way, I read this definition of god in a vedanta book.
God is a rooparoopi meaning roopa + aroopi, roopa meaning havin form and aroopi meaning formless..
This is because if we consider god to be within ourselves then it means that we are god and there is nothing controlling the world.But that would mean that the energy in this world is self made and is a contradiction..
If god exists, then that means that we have made him an entity of his own and he created the world fer his own desires and that makes god a desireful person... Another contradiction...So god has a form and is formless.... The shivalinga is a beautiful example... It is just a formless stone worshipped as god showin his aroopi and has the vibhuti on it, the dhoti etc, making him a roopi...Hence making him a rooparoopi...
Thats why god is tough to understand and as he is tough to understand he is god..
That is what advaita advocates..
In dwishishtadvaitam and stuff, they make god a different entity as Vishnu, or even in Christianity as God himself as a different entity, and make god a difficult person to understand..
If it is so easy to understand him, is he god at all?? Is the almighty all that easy to understand? I don't think so...
I do not mean to say Vishnu,Shiva ,Brahma and stuff are false.. In fact , there are proof's for Rama , Krishna to have lived, miracles to have happened, I still believe Baba is god's avatar... But what I mean to say is, all these are the highest of atma's which have attained their spots due to the great austerity attained by them... These things aren't in the slightest joke ,wrong but they are just manifestations of the almighty who cannot be understood...
The advaita has proofs for it..
You can refer books especially ones written by the Paramacharya of the Kanchi Kamakoti Peetham which give you these proofs...
Blog something on similar lines soon..
Keep thinking about this..
Lots of luv,
Urs ever,
gv...
As I am not very knowledgeable on this topic I am just giving you'll a lead to read and develop...